I always have to ask,
what sparked this book? What was it about the subject matter that haunted you?
I was a teenager during the Vietnam war era, and my youth
was shaped by that war and the passionate movement to end it. The U.S. had a
military draft back then, so the burden and terror of war were shared more
widely than they are today. I can distinctly remember looking around my high
school classroom at all the boys and feeling despair that the war would never
end and it would swallow them too. At the time, I never gave a thought to the
women who were serving in Vietnam, if I even realized there were any.
It wasn’t until decades later that I began to wonder what it
would be like to be a regular, middle-aged woman going about your daily life,
but to have that Vietnam war experience – that ball of flames – burning away
inside you. I started to do some research, and one thing I learned fascinated
me: many of the women who served in Vietnam never talked about it. To anyone.
I’m not a veteran or a nurse, but I do know what it’s like
to be in the closet. I felt compelled to tell this story, to throw the light of
fiction on this hidden corner of our American history.
What is it about
Vietnam that still haunts us today?
The Vietnam war brought home to America loss after loss. First,
of course, were the casualties, the young men and women who returned from
Vietnam so broken and altered. We also lost trust in our political leaders, in
part because the Vietnam War was the first to be waged on television, and we
could see that our leaders were lying to us. We lost the glow of righteousness and
invincibility left over from World War II. And we lost a little bit of our soul
when we turned against not only the war but the soldiers we had sent into
battle.
Della Brown, your
heroine, moves from army nurse to mother, sister, wife--still carrying the
damage of the war. Do you think such damage can ever be undone completely?
I think in many ways the impact of each war is lifelong for
the participants and their families. This is not to say that every veteran is
damaged, only that they are permanently changed by the experience of war, and
those changes can ripple out to engulf the people around them. I recently read We
Are Called to Rise, a novel by Laura McBride, which does a wonderful job of
portraying how those ripples can affect a family and a community. Della’s war
experience, like that of most of the nurses who served in Vietnam, was
particularly intense and relentless, and therefore, I think, particularly
damaging.
Tell me about the
title, Her Own Vietnam, and its deeper meaning.
The title has a few layers for me. One is that although war
is a collective effort, each person experiences it alone, in her own way. Once
Della got home after her tour, she was terribly isolated, despite being
surrounded by family. No one in the civilian world wanted to hear about what
she had been through, even if she had been willing to talk about it. And the
word “Vietnam” has come to mean a disaster, a dreadful situation you can’t
escape.
It’s also true, of course, that Vietnam is a country, not a
war. I’m always struck by the fact that the Vietnamese people call it the
American war.
What’s your writing
life like? Do you have rituals? Do you map your stories out or just wait for
the Muse?
I am always fascinated by people’s writing rituals and I
wish I had some, but I don’t. I have what you might call writing conditions.
For instance, I can’t write in a space that is untidy. And a steaming cup of
coffee helps.
I make my living as a writer for a social justice
organization. It’s a full-time job (and then some) that engages my writing
skills and my political passions. So my fiction writing, important as it is, has
to fit itself around my job. I write in the early morning during the workweek,
as well as on weekends and vacations. There are also long periods of time when
I’m not writing fiction, when I just don’t have the mental space to think
creatively.
As for mapping out stories, I think you and I share the fact
that we completely lack a sense of direction. For me, writing is all about
exploration. What would it feel like if…? What would happen if…? I have to
write my way into the story, and I never know exactly where it will end up. Sadly,
this is also how I drive.
What’s obsessing you
now and why?
I’m always obsessed with injustice – sexism, racism, the
kind of cruel capitalism that makes many people suffer so a few can prosper. I
know this is not exactly cocktail party chatter, but that’s what’s going on
inside my head. I’m also perfectly capable of becoming obsessed about a TV
show. Orphan Black, anyone?
What question didn’t
I ask that I should have?
You didn’t ask about my publisher, Shade Mountain Press, and
why there’s still a need for a press devoted to women’s writing. It’s because
even today, women’s voices fill only a small corner of the literary
marketplace. Although women buy the majority of books in the U.S., the vast
majority of the books published and reviewed are by men.
The writer Rosalie Morales Kearns decided to do something
about it, so she founded Shade Mountain Press. It’s committed to publishing
literature by women, particularly the voices you hear the least - women of
color, women with disabilities, women from working-class backgrounds, and
lesbian/bisexual/queer women. I’m really proud to be published by Shade
Mountain Press.
Thank you Lynn Kanter for a generous shout-out. I am struck by so much in this beautiful interview. I think that we miss all the ways that we train as fiction writers. Daily writing for a social justice organization seems like a fine kiln. So looking forward to Her Own Vietnam. Laura McBride
ReplyDelete