Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Leaving Revisionland and entering New Novel World

Uh oh.  I don't have a map, I barely speak the language, and I am worried about the natives, but while I wait for the next set of revisions on Breathe, I am back to my new novel and riddled with doubts.

 I pingpong, just the way I did with the revisions.  One second I think it is great, and the next, I wonder who would have ever come up with such a vapid, silly plot and such paper-thin characters? Oh, but I have my tricks to keep myself feeling bouyed.  A writer I respect really liked the premise and the basic made-to-be-changed outline.  And I have my John Irving quote about not being afraid to feel on the edge of humiliation. And I have that sense of excitement. Can I pull this off? Will it reveal itself to me? Will it be alive? And, will my agent and editor like it?

Ack-I need to shut off the constant fear-mongering that goes on in my head and just write.

See you in a while, crocodiles.

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